Just Random

Sometimes random things happen. Surprises. Alerts. These things don't come invited. They always arrive unannounced and with great entrance. The randomness makes these elements more scary and uncomfortable. But necessary. Yes, uncomfortable and necessary. Seems opposite but can go together. The necessary inconvenience is a necessary inconvenience. It is. See down. Yes, below. Do you

Of rainbows and unicorns

Are they even real? Rainbows and unicorns? Do you remember grade school days when we are made to climb the shiny-oil- coated-bamboo pole that bears a surprise reward on top? Unicorns and rainbows are like the highly coveted reward on the tip of the bamboo pole. They bear the only reason to endure the uncertain

Clown

Pretending so hard to understand. Faking patience. Forging happiness.

Dreams

Had such big dreams. Have big dreams 'til now. Silence. Travel. Write. Haven't written anything significant to others until now. It must feel good to touch and inspire other people's lives. I want to write to inspire others. I want to write for I want to do that one thing I really love to. But

Happy then Sad

Very happy then sad,  out of the blue. Some thoughts do matter, others are just ideas, questions, what-ifs, must-haves but they seem important. For someone who fought the odds to be wherever he deserves right now, it's frightening to note that it doesn't make him any happier. Achievements do not make him any greater than

Troubled

Thoughts everywhere. I wanna be a writer of a famous magazine, of a high-rating soap opera or a blockbuster film. I wanna be a vlogger or a blogger. I wanna be a lawyer. I wanna be there! On top! And I can't. And as I hardly rammed my fingers on the keyboards I can feel

Just that.

Have you ever experienced getting used to some stuff that it becomes your routine? I bet everybody does, like me. And suddenly, things changed. Just like that! Just as you are about to be celebrating for finally accepting the unacceptable, it changes. And now you're back to contemplating on whether you have missed time or

Beast

I'd like to believe everybody is good by nature.I'd like to think I'm one of "everybody" but I maybe wrong.I could be a freak, a beast or just a plain nobody.I could be not worth anybody's time and affection. But I've seen myself higher than this until now.Some beast triggered the beast in me and

Fairy tales No More.

I thought it is never good enough to just write about anything. I mean anything under the sun. I believe one should write about something grand. Something fab and trendy. I thought writers are noticed and given breaks because they write about cinder beginnings and happy-ever-after endings. Blame Cinderella for my twisted way of thinking.

I Wanna

Let's talk about what I want. You probably do not care about what I want because you only care about yours (now that sounds so judgmental)  however, I feel the need to write down what's in my head, allow me. I WANNA WRITE. When I picture myself writing about anything or for a certain topic,