Very happy then sad, out of the blue. Some thoughts do matter, others are just ideas, questions, what-ifs, must-haves but they seem important. For someone who fought the odds to be wherever he deserves right now, it’s frightening to note that it doesn’t make him any happier.
Achievements do not make him any greater than others but the absence of it kills him. His life seems complete, happy and great but he kept asking “Is this where am I suppose to be?” Believe. Is what alaways said to him when he’s confused but the same thing is elusive for him. How should he be faithful when faith seems to be the only thing he’s been lacking?